it's like 2.25am and Im yet to be in lalaland.
but I was dreaming,not asleep,but dreaming.

It was a lovely day out in the open in the midst of flowers and trees.
The soothing fragrance of the blossoms sweeping pass us along in the breeze.
A straw mat laid on top of the soft green grass and us,baby and I,seated on it.
Glistening in the sun,our wedding bands fitted snugly on our fingers.
Butterflies of pink,purple,white and blue surrounds us,as if celebrating the aura of love emitting from us.
A soft tinkling laughter peeled through the air interrupting the moment of surreal and we turned to see our daughter[!] clad in pink frills stumbling along the vast greens after a purple butterfly with a twirling lollipop in her hands.
"Collette!" we called after her...


and then I was jolted out of my fantasy by the loud barking of my dog.

maybe it's because of the wedding dinners Ive been attending and the adorable children Ive been interacting with that Im having such a fantasy.
but maybe it's because of the love we share,so deep within,that ignites the desire to start a family of my own.
maybe.just maybe..

8more days to my 19th birthday.